I love this.
I tried. In the end what sort of value does that hold? I followed this all the way through because I really didn’t have another choice. It didn’t work out so now I have to live with it which is fine but what concerns me is that I don’t know what to do now. Live right? What if that doesn’t really cut it anymore. Fuck. It’s one of those things I knew that I knew. I just didn’t realize it until I had nothing. So now that’s where I am. Alone.