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I want to give you tears of joy and I want to make you laugh till it hurts.
I want to fucking date you so bad. I want to take pictures of us kissing and put them on Facebook and piss people off. I want to go to a carnival with you and ride the Ferris wheel. I want watch Netflix with you on Netflix Tuesdays. I want to give you gifts on your birthday, Christmas, Groundhog Day, Monday, fuck it. I want to show you parts of downtown you’ve never been to (and neither have I, we would explore). I want to go on a double date with some friends. I want to make music with you. I want to pick a flower for you. I want to go to the arcade with you. I want to watch cheesy movies and action movies with you. I want to have lunch with you at work. I want to turn around and know that you’re still smiling at the stupid thing I said. I want to hold you. I want to meet your parents. I want to kiss you on New Years. I want to have you over for Thanksgiving and Eid. I want to be with you, but I can’t. So I don’t know what I want right now.
It kills me to see someone in a relationship with a person when deep down you know you would be better for them. I would love her more. I would surprise her more. I would care for her more. I would laugh with her more. It’s a shame that I can’t just tell her how I feel. It’s fucked up that I have to hope something goes wrong in that relationship for a chance to be with her. But if I ever was with her, I would give her the time, respect, and *boyfriend* that she deserves. We would be great together and we both know it. So why am I stuck with just me and my feelings? I hate this loneliness more than anything else in the world. It’s the one thing in my life I can’t control. Like a bullet wound that doesn’t heal but only makes me weaker each day. I can’t do this anymore.
the only episode that’ll bring me in legit tears in a fuckin instant
Word. I love at the end when he was like ” I know it musta been hard for you, fightin a family member”
Funniest Martin episode EVER!